24.05.12
:’( I don’t know what’s happening.
Relapse May 2012
Losing weight. Losing friends. Losing m identity. Losing my family. Losing my health. Sad reality of it? I don’t care. All I know is that I want to be perfect.
Massive bust up with my Mum. Turns out she never believed that I was raped. The way I’m dealing with it? Losing weight and fading away so she can SEE just how much it’s destroyed me. Hell, she can see that it’s destroying me now, I want HIM off me. Something I put away in a box has now entered my life again. It’s haunting me. My heart is breaking, my soul is blackening and I can’t take it. I didn’t sleep last night because I had nightmares and flashbacks.
I’m lost, fallen and I can’t get back up.
23.05.12
23.05.12
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